016. I am currently in treatment for my eating disorder.

017. I am a member of the world team from musicJAPANplus, but I haven’t done a lot of things yet. I do, however, like being in the team and learning stuff/making more connections (might be good for my future job!).

018. I love necklaces, rings, bracelets. I prefer steel/metal/rough looking jewelry.

019. I have a lot of hobbies like drawing, writing, painting, etc. I’m a perfectionist, so nothing is really good enough. Everything is always “OK”. I wish I could spend more time trying to perfect those little things. I hope to be able to put my energy in positive things like this instead of self-destructive behaviour of any kind.

020. I am a chain smoker. I realize it’s bad, but I’m spending most of my energy on getting better now. Smoking lifts a tiny bit of stress when I’m freaking out, and I’m not capable to quit while being in a tough healing process. I do recommend to others to not start smoking. It’s bad for your health (duh), but more importantly (to me, since I don’t really give a lot of fucks about myself - I’m learning), it’s really expensive. It’s much nicer to put your money in a beautiful trip to a foreign country than to nicotine. You can save A LOT of money by staying away from cigarettes. And yes, I did (and sometimes do) “feel cool” when I smoke, but honestly? Those who never even started are the coolest of all.

I bite hard.